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2008-02-25T23:56:00.005+08:00

albums recommendations! :D

since i'm not using this blog, might as well use it for song updates :D

albums/singles/.. wadever you call them.. coming out!!

*1) Yuna Ito - Wish (album) [releasing on 2008/02/20]
*2) YUI - Namidairo (single) [releasing on 2008/02/27]
3) L'Arc-en-Ciel - Drink It Down (Single) [releasing on 2008/04/02]
4) BoA - The Face (album) [releasing on 2008/02/27]
5) Utada Hikaru - Heart station (album) [releasing on 2008/03/19]
*6) Stephanie - Stephanie (ステファニー) (album) [releasing on 2008/03/05]

singles that i am currently interested:

1) Abingdon Boys School - blade chord (single)
2) Yuna Ito - Stuck on you (single)
3) UVERworld - PROGLUTION (album)

here's the song "blade chord" by ABS if any of you guys are interested :D

2008-02-11T13:18:00.001+08:00

I MISS LILY!! :'(

as the title says it..

2008-01-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

changed! :D

will try to blog here sometime..

2008-01-13T03:33:00.000+08:00

moving soon...

will tell you guys the webbie soon

2008-01-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

『あなたがいる限り～A WORLD TO BELIEVE IN～』

Yuna Ito x Celine Dion 「Anata ga Iru Kagiri～A WORLD TO BELIEVE IN～」

Anata ga Iru Kagiri means “As long you’re here”

lyrics

I've seen the tears and the heartache
And I've felt the pain
I've seen the hatred
And so many lives lost in vain

And yet through this darkness
There's always a light that shines through
And takes me back home
Takes me back home

高い壁の向こう
何があっても
逃げたくない
歩き続けよう
忘れないで

You gave me a world to believe in
You gave me a love to believe in
愛のために
強くなれる
あなたがいる限り

涙であふれる心
寄り添う予報に抱いてくれた
気づけば一人ではなかった
風の日も
雨の日も

And I see for one fleeting moment
A paradise under the sun
I drift away
And I make my way back to you
忘れないで

You gave me a world to believe in
You gave me a love to believe in
何度だって
やり直せる
明日がある限り

人は傷つくたびに
本当に大切な
答えに近づけるから

You gave me a world to believe in
You gave me a love to believe in
愛のために
強くなれる
あなたがいる限り

You gave me a world to believe in
You gave me a love to believe in
何度だって
やり直せる
明日がある限り

あなたといる限り
あなたといる限り

生きてゆこう

2007-12-30T02:02:00.001+08:00

Skip.Beat!

argh!! i'm hooked onto manga already!!

wishing note: if Skip.Beat! comes out as a live action show/ anime, i would love to watch it.. maybe even the main actress on the story

"nah... that will never EVER happen.. will it?" :P

2007-12-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

Fucking Rotting Country

Video link
WARNING: for those with a weak heart, DO NOT WATCH IT.
if you wanna know what it is about, it is on how they obtained fur products from live animals.

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what's up with china lately?

poisonous toy products,
fake food products,
lots of counterfeit products,
tricking/cheating people money (look at the e-auctions),
unhealthy food products (eg, RECYCLING/REUSING TIN CANS, RECYCLING CONDOMS AS RUBBER BANDS),
pollution,
destroying the ecosystem.. etc etc

are they making the joke out of the world? so what if you guys are PROUD of hosting the Olympics 2008? if you can't even settle a simple road pollution issue?

i just don't understand why the fucking government isn't doing much? saving money for the greatest event in the country????? if you guys wanted to make a good impression to the whole world, why not start on little things like solving the bear gall bladder's issue/ skinning of animals alive issue/ food check issue (make sure they undergo HACCP), i don't think china is a fucking poor country. why not separate the countries into several small portions so more management can be done?

Emperor Qin Shi Huang DID unite china into one, but i think its fucking time china should learn from countries like Switzerland or Singapore and divide the countries into smaller regions for better management. Unless you're afraid of CORRUPTION.

if every cheena assholes are so patriotic about their country, FUCKING DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS FUCKING SITUATION.

COME ON, YOU'RE ONE OF THE 5 CONTINENTS IN THE WORLD? HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO SHOW THE WORLD WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF?

oh i highly doubt this is gonna happen, cause everyone (excluding those living there) most probably has a bad feeling about that place and its reputation. and by staying in that place for their whole life, i believe most of them are like that already. so no use talking to them.

and not to mention that they're invading every single corner of the earth. i don't mind living with them, but if they're going to be that fucking cocky (thinking that they're so great by just coming here to study), that's where they're gonna watch out.

cause this will not only makes us look down on them more, it also makes us feel that they're much more disgusting that those workers who come here to grope on girls and stare at us to remember our face so that they can go back and satisfy their libido.

where are all the experts? where are all the good people in the world? anyone?? who can just give each cheena a tight slap on the face?

and this video comes with an email of plea, i'll like to bring out the issue of petition as well.

what's the fucking use of signing a petition when no one is actually doing ANYTHING? ARE THE EXPERTS DOING ANYTHING?

in my whole life of signing petition, i've never seen one in action before. worse still, it comes as a fucking spam. no matter how much petition i've signed, i still see the same picture of an infant having 80% of his face burnt, a child with Proteus Syndrome, and animals getting skinned everyday.

IF ANYONE CAN FUCKING PROVE THAT BY SIGNING A PETITION AND MAKING A DIFFERENCE, I'LL SIGN ON EVERY PETITION AND SPAM TO EVERYONE IN MY LIST.

who knows? i'll end up writing a petition as well.

back to the issue of china,

"look, if china has stepped in and resolve many issues in the first place, no corruption will occur, and many weird disease such as SARS will never appear, and no one in the world will even detest it, in fact, they won't even care. don't try britney's way of grabbing attention from lynn. its utterly stupid"

get my point?

2007-12-25T03:44:00.000+08:00

Wad Fear do you have?

watched this anime called ghost hound. its nice, but it makes no sense at the beginning.

similar to ghost hunt, the abbreviations shown is the anime is true! (except the fact that it's more towards the psychological side)

and so being the usual "curious-me", i went to wiki and google the types of phobias any type of human would have. and its pretty amusing that know of some weird phobia names.

here's some of my phobia that i would like to list out. and its not according to ranks

1) Acrophobia - Fear of Heights
2) Autophobia - Fear of Being Alone
3) Algophobia - Fear of Pain
4) Trypanophobia - Fear of Needles
5) Nyctophobia - Fear of the Dark
6) Lastihophobia - Fear of Rubber Bands

here's some interesting phobias people have (i think i might have them too):

Triskaidekaphobia - Fear of the number 13 (i try to avoid even though i don't have.. hee)
Tetraphobia - Fear of the number 4 (chinese culture) (will try to avoid this as well..)
Genophobia - Fear of Sexual Intercourse (a little as well)
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia - Fear of the triple 6 digits

so... wad's your fear? :D

2007-12-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

merry x-mas!

with tons of homework,

i can't help having.. a holiday mood :P

i'm so dead. haha

2007-12-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

QuiZ

i know i'm redoing the quiz.. but i just wanna see how much i've changed in my personality and thinking.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (ya right! -.-" as if)
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2007-12-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

200th post!!

lol.. mugging for proteomics now..

so tired... -.-"

cannot give up!! guys!! jia you!!

anyway here's some old videos to let you guys relax for a while ^^

my favourites!! and i'm going to put it up again..

firstly, Hossen Leong and his Singaporean Song!

then Ruby Pan's speech on what is the true Singaporean accent..

enjoy!! :D

2007-12-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

awake? apparently not.

can anyone just tell me to stop slacking and start studying?

and.. Bleach's first big screen animation "Memories of Nobody" is nice.. although it lack a certain factor (i don't know wad)

the second animation "The DiamondDust Rebellion" is coming up on the 22nd December 2007!! :D with Hitsugaya Toushirou as the MAIN CHARACTER!! ^^ he's SO CUTE!! Nell Tu too!

argh.. can someone just stop me? -.-"

i guess the monsoon season has just arrived... its been raining everyday... *sigh* i wanna sleep...

P.S - should i get my psp? and can someone FIND ME A LOBANG?!?!?! -.-" from 16~30 December.. thanks..

2007-12-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

.Thoughts.

been having a pretty moody week lately, i have no idea wad's been going on.

stupid estrogen i guess.

but i'm glad my friends are there for me.

sorry to those whom i vent my anger on.

been reading on one of my friend's blog. from her i realize that its not only me that i'm frustrated with many things in life. i should try and understand that many people are in the same situation as me.

to my friends,

thank you,

and one more thing. i'll pen you guys down in my heart, along with my love ones :)

once again,

i thank you.. from the bottom of my heart.. so let's 为 last semester一起加油 ba! ^^

2007-11-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

Emotional Roller Coaster Ride

note:

please do not try your luck and diss me.

my class and some others would get the gist of it.

2007-11-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

shucks.

its week 7 only.

and for some reason i'm losing it already.

i'm breaking down soon. :((

help me...

2007-11-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

haiZ.

i failed my FTT -.-"

so depressing la...

i'll probably fail my SFG too.

2007-11-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

rats.

NoOoOoOoOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't play basketball this week!!!!!! T-T

JUST BECAUSE OF MY FINAL THEORY TEST!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully i don't fail my SFG later...

as well as my FTT

2007-11-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

Credits to Fiona :D

Girl

click on the link above.

in your eyes, do you see the girl in the picture turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

think of the answer before highlighting the bottom.. NO CHEATING!!

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Those who see the girl turning clockwise use their right-side of their brain more

Those who see the girl turning anti-clockwise use their left-side of their brain more.

For those who see the girl turns in clockwise, and then anti-clockwise suddenly (and vice versa), their IQ are more than 160.

This exercise shows us 2 things:
1) that each of us sees things differently
2) this test could reveal whether we use our left/right brain more frequently.

in most people, left brain controls languages, logic and mathematics. while right brain controls emotions, sounds, colours and abstract images.

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so, which side are you on? :D

2007-11-09T02:38:00.000+08:00

Videos + Aussie

sorry ni, i just hafta post some videos.. :P

here's some videos for the Guinness World record for the weirdest stuffs in the world...

*some one of the video are rather explicit. Don't watch if you are squeamish.

*1) most extensive facial prosthesis

2) worst and most destructive mouse invasion

3) One Million Dominos Effect

my parents gave me the thumbs up to do my degree overseas...

they're serious this time...

what should i do?

side note: WAH!!! THERE'S NO BASKETBALL GAME LATER!!!!!! WTF ~.~"

i wanna play basketball~

2007-11-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

Another Note to self:

NEVER EVER wear any high heels to school..

except during presentations ONLY or there's a NEED (which i highly doubt so...)

otherwise, NEVER WEAR IT AGAIN

2007-11-06T11:38:00.000+08:00

Note to Self:

New Singles coming out...

1) 浮世CROSSING by UVERworld (14th Novermber 2007)

2) Thank you My teens (first live DVD) by YUI (14th Novermber 2007)

3) Blade Chord by Abingdon Boys School (5th December 2007)

2007-11-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

T.E.S.T + Dental visit

...

what a sucky day isn't it?

don't bother to ask much.. i'll just summarise the entire thing...

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had my Cell Communication test today (that was set by the Director of the School himself).

Everything went pretty well and i know how to answer most of the questions (for the MCQ part i've gotten all correct except for one stupid question which i don't know and i didn't believe my own instinct... resulting in a wrong answer) "argh! what was i thinking!"

anyway, my teacher, decided to give us a break today and not resume teaching after the test as everyone "almost" died in the test.

he decided to go through the paper instead.. -.-"

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i got almost everything correct (except that stupid MCQ) at the beginning...

until... the following SAQ part... (i'm trying to remember that long-winded question while typing this thing out...)

23) "Apoptosis is also known as programmed cell death..... you are a research assistant trying to research on a tumour grown on mice..... this tumour invades other neighbouring normal cells.."

i) State 4 changes in a cell during Apoptosis on the Molecular Level [8 marks]

ii) From the 4 changes stated in (i), state the difference between Apoptotic cells and Necrotic cells [8 marks]

iii) From the above study, give a one-line hypothesis on (1) whether the neighbouring cells undergo apoptosis or necrosis and (2) explain your deduction.
[10 marks]

what i see it as...

i) State 4 changes in a cell during Apoptosis on the Molecular Level [8 marks]

ii) From the 4 changes stated in (i), state the difference between Apoptotic cells and Normal cells [8 marks]

iii) From the above study, give a one-line hypothesis on (1) whether the neighbouring cells undergo apoptosis or necrosis and (2) explain your deduction.
[10 marks]

see the difference?

ARGH!!!!!!! i lost 8 marks FOR NOTHING!!! WTH!!! but i think i lost a total of 15~20 marks... haiZ... but hopefully i can get an A... (i want my A...)

(i'm thinking of the worst case scenario here)

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then after the test, i went to see a dentist.....

the receptionist a.k.a nurse was a nice lady... love crapping with her...

but...

NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I SEEN SUCH A FucKING RETARDED DENTIST!!!

during the checkup, he actually JABBED his "weapon" (whatever you call it) straight into the cavity! (yes, i've got 3 cavities to fill, 2 old and one new hole, didn't visit the dentist for 2 years +++ already).

obviously, he managed to reach the nerve part of the tooth and touched the pain receptor, resulting in a SUDDEN SHARP PAIN (courtesy of the CNS [Central Nervous System] and PNS [Peripheral Nervous System])

a normal human's reaction to this sudden sensation? of course to jerk right?

guess what this idiotic retard said?

"don't jerk! my thing (where got dentist call his surgical tools that?) poke you how? later your lips got one hole then you know.."

so i asked him: "So you THINK i did it on purpose LA?"

and he said: "no la... but don't jerk like that... later poke you then you know..."

and he continued drilling... while i whined in pain...

...

he's fucking contradicting himself... that bloody stupid sadistic asshole...

ah well, better start studying my MBID (Molecular Biology of Infectious Diseases), test on wednesday...

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Note to Self: homework to be completed, not including tests yet.

*1) Research on the Cons and Difficulties on Therapy to Transdifferentiated Adult Stem Cells for Stem Cells and Tissue Engineering (SCTE) Project

*2) Read up about the research paper for Drug Development (DD) Project.

*3) Read up about the research paper for Structural and Functional Genomics (SFG) Project

*4) Call up Biotech Companies for Essentials of Business Management Project

**5) Own Uncle a Journal paper. Better start writing now...

*6) MBID tutorial

**7) MBID written assignment I

8) Read up about "Processing of protein spot before identification" and "protein identiification using mass spectrometry" for Proteomics Project

9) Stem Cells 1000 words assignment

10) Proteomics tutorial.

11) Principals for Clinical Trials E-lectures

*12) Resume Submittion for Communication Skills

*13) Letter in Introduction Communication Skills

****14) Final Theory Test on 23 November, 8pm

hmmm... anymore that i should add in?

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F.Y.I:
i) Auntie Catherine (Dr.Henry's mummy) is coming to Singapore tomorrow!!! :D WEEE!!
ii) I wanted to summarise the entire entry... but ended up writing lots of bull-crap.. ah well..

soccer game

2007-11-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

Soccer!! :D

weee!! didn't had the usual basketball game...

played soccer today!!

but obviously, i suck at kicking... but luckily the guys didn't ram to me... they were quite... cautious of me.. (cause i'm a handicap in the team -.-")

ah well, i hope i can play soccer more often!! :D its fun!!

girls!! join me!!

2007-10-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

haiZ...

wee! had a good day with sherlynn babe, fungi darling and TJ :D cam-whore like nobody's business!!

but...

wah!! POK GAI LE!!!

T-T

i need lobang!! who got?!?!?

2007-10-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

Astonishment

from Carine speaking her heart, to my family...

i guess... life's been getting better for me now (not talking about studies)

this time, my dad starts to talk to my sister personally and he actually apologized to her for throwing away the dog and the reason why!! this never happens in 19 years of my life!!

oh gosh... i was really touched and i cried a little..

i guess my dad actually understands us and our situation better than my mum.. at least he took the initiative to apologize... unlike my mum.. who's so hot-headed and stubborn to the fact that she pushes the blame to us whenever we talked to her about it..

saying that i'm that type of person who likes to push the blame to others? look who's talking here. in other words, i learn this irritating, little stunt from you. to be honest.

and mum, if you apologize in the first place like what dad did, everything will be okay... but like you said, everything is gone.. no trust, no faith.. and there's no way we're going to take your words in anymore. since you wanna push your way through to everything using your authority. i've really got nothing more to say about and to you.

what i'm writing here is what i feel now. so don't come and tell me to delete my entry, cause i'm not going to do it. neither am i going to apologize about anything. cause i did not do anything wrong, so why should i apologize? like lily, i'm just giving you the respect you need. if you don't give us that in return then so be it. i can't be bothered anymore.

if you want me to tell you what should you do, well, i think you should throw away your pride and talk to us like adults. and not treating us like kids who don't even know how to eat. be transparent in whatever you do and not hiding ANYTHING from us. not just looking for us then there's trouble or when you're stressed. where's the communication? and what's family for? i've quarreled this issue with you for a long time. so don't come and tell me "you got say MEH?" and to be honest, lily and i won't hesitate to add in vulgarities on you if you still insist of the i-ask-you-to-do-it-you-better-do-it rule. you can still guide us on life, but you can't control our feelings and decisions.

this is to the rest of the people as well, so what if you're older than me? so what? i'm not that conservative type to think that "i have to respect older people" that's utter bullshit. if you give me the respect i need, then will you get back what you deserve. after all, "what you give is what you get"

ahh.. life juz couldn't get anymore worse or better... :D

oh yes, to kenneth, love to see us suffer right? for year 3. but do you have any tips for us? :D

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question: who am i?

answer:
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i guess.. i'm just a nobody who's existence is going to disappear in someone's life pretty soon ((:

2007-10-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

Memories.

After today’s proteomics lecture, I’ve decided to follow Cara to buy her doll. Looks kinda cute and I wanted the Edward scissorshands guy. Haha. I guess I got influenced by Cara le. LOL.

And also, I guess Carine has finally built up her courage to release that piece of cock that has been bottling up her feelings for a long period of time. I really appreciate and respect her for doing so. Heh, to be honest, I believe I’m one of those people that kinda hurt her and I felt really bad for that. But I promise you Carine, if you really need help, tell me, don’t hide from me, and I’ll try to help you. You should know, I’m very muddle-headed and naïve in nature. So if you don’t say it out, I won’t know at all.

That’s not the main point. I guess it’s the part where I followed Cara to Lot1.

(Seeing Carine pouring her inner feelings out to the class gives me the courage to pour out mine to a particular person as well, so here goes nothing.. I don't know if he reads this.. but who cares)

When I arrived at that place, it kinda gave me this nostalgic feeling. I’m not going to say what it is though. But then I remembered the first time we met, the first place we ate. The memories that were seemed to be forgotten just came rushing back to me all of a sudden.

I know that its very contradicting to say this, but even though I know that I’ve (or rather, we) made the right choice, I guess me, being a bloody emotional person, I can’t forget those feelings I had with you. In short, I still like you “lah”. But not to worry, it’ll disappear as time passes. All I need is time now.

I wonder if you ever knew that I read your blog. And I wonder if one of your entries is referring to me. I know I’m very thick-skin (hee), but I just wanna ask, that’s all. This doesn’t and will not affect your current relationship now. Rest assured. Cause this will be the last and only time that i'm going to mention about you and my feelings in my blog. The next time where you'll come in is when I get my basketball from you as a reward. So you better start saving now. :))

About the part where you mentioned that knowing me was a mistake, well, fuck off. i just wanna say that "treat people the way you want them to treat you" I'm not going to run away. so if you need someone to talk to, i'll be here. Also, me being an emotional bitch, I've talked to LOTS of people (including my sister and my mum) about our relationship and i went to ask them what went wrong. And they mentioned that I've made the right choice. I think its best not to hide from you in this matter. No worries, I didn't show your face or even tell them your name. But there are people who knows you personally. And remember the guy who's in the same secondary school as you whom i know? He tried asking me EVERYTHING. But i didn't say much to him. If you want to do me a favor, you can tell him everything. i'll greatly appreciate it.

oh yea, by the way, about the part where your girlfriend writes about reasons why female put make up. i love it. just F.Y.I :))

Ah well, i just to accept the fact that life has its ups and downs :)) at least i still have you as a friend... and also those who supported me throughout my life.

I sincerely thank you guys for being part of my life and you guys really mean everything to me.

2007-10-22T20:27:00.001+08:00

boring entry

don't bother even reading about it..

now i can really see why all the people says that third year is a killer semester...

just after the first week and i'm 98% dead already. that excludes tutorials + practicals.

alamak!! how to tahan!?!?!?!? T-T

wait... i wanna get my basketball... (as a reward from someone :D) wahahaha... hafta work hard!! gambatte!! min-na!!

*cannot slack... cause i'm still doing my FYP... and this final semester is so... heavy... -.-"

2007-10-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If you love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one you're thinking of. A dream is just a dream until you make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.

show this message to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

2007-10-18T21:52:00.001+08:00

previous post horror o.O

HUH?!?!?

WTF did i blogged juz now? i think i was "sleep-blogging" while waiting for my mummy to come back with my dinner -.-"

LOL..

being able to sleep-walk and sleep-talk is already an amazing feat.

sleep-blog? that's shockingly surprising (to me).

*decided to post the previous entry out cause i think that's really funny and weird at the same time.

anyway, i'm in love with meiji chocolate milk!! :D

can't wait for the stem cell and tissue engineering module tomorrow!! :D

2007-10-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

Standing Strong

*random blogging cause i don't know wad to blog.. but i feel like blogging something out.. thus, this piece of shitty entry.. take note that i'm PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TIRED ALREADY

let's see... its been... 2 weeks now... and i can't believe this stupid feeling still lingers in my heart...

occasionally looking at the first carriage (of the MRT).. the overall view of his neighbourhood in the train.. the place where we first met and had our first meal there... whenever i'm going home... thinking about the times we had...

OMG am i such a stalker?!?!?

argh.. i want it to disappear! DISAPPEAR!! don't come and affect my life!

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here's a line from the story "I Believe You"... that kinda made me think alot..

"What if you have no tomorrow to look forward to?"

thus, i've made myself a promise.

that...

i'll forgive the past,

be optimistic in the present..

to receive a thousand smiles in the future...

yes i can and i will achieve it!

sidetrack: weee!!! basketball this friday in school!!!!!!!!!!! any joiners? XD

and i'm having wanton mee for dinner!!

did i mention that i was late for school for the entire week? bleah.

not too bad..

haven't break my previous record for being late for 2 months continuously. and also being 3 hours late at one time. bet no one can beat that la

okay my neurons are officially dead.

first day of school

2007-10-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

First Day of School

well... firstly, kelvin (a.k.a Cockroach) was kind enough to remind me the night before... as shown in the conversation here..

in the end leh... i woke up at 11.30pm -.-" (considering the fact that i say at clementi.. which is like.. 1 hour of travelling?)

but hey!! i was downloading all the notes the night before!! -.-"

ah nvm.. in the end i took a cab down to school... and i was half an hour late..

great.. late on the first day of school..

tomorrow's lecture is at 9am...

and kind little cockroach is reminding me again..

KNS... -.-"

but still.. awww... so sweet of him :D

2007-10-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

the day before going back to school.

argh :( *pout*

*got a bad tummyache*

anyway, the last poly holiday seems to pass WAY TOO FAST!!!!!!!!!

alamak, 6 weeks GONE, just like that... so sian sia..

anyway here's the following list of people going into the 3 electives :) information gathered. so we know who are our classmates. heh.

R&D Track
1) Abrey
2) Zeya
3) Jennifer
4) Doreen
5) Candy (unconfirmed)
6) Kelvin (unconfirmed)
7) Kah Hong
8) Ernest
9) Sze Ho

Bioenterprise Track
1) Carine
2) Anne-May
3) Ziling
4) Foong Yee
5) Cara
6) DMW (i don't want to type his name out)
7) Zheng Long (unconfirmed)

Biomanufacturing Track
1) Ni-Sama!

anyone care to update this list? :D

2007-10-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

Abingdon Boys School - Lost Reason

I've been asking to myself,
What this crazy feeling means to me?
I need so much more than I can give
Trying not to think of you
Tell me where you have been hiding out
There must be something I can do

Suddenly, I realize the way to go from now on
I can see, now
Wanna do I wanna do
Take you all the way now

You are the reason I'm alive
I can't take this any longer honey, please don't say good-bye
Remember the night I held you tight
Before you go make me cry
Can't you just change your mind?

I've been talking to myself,
What this dizzy feeling means to me?
You need so much more than you can give
Trying not to look for you
Tell me what you have been keeping up
There must be somewhere I can go

Finally,I realize the way to go from now on
I can feel, now
Wanna do I wanna do
Take you all the way now

I am the reason you're alive
I can't take this any longer honey, don't leave me alone
Remember the night I held you tight
Before you go play on me
Speak with your true mind
Just one wish, before you deny yourself
Stay with me, till I get high enough

You are the reason I'm alive
I can't take this any longer honey, please don't say good-bye
Remember the night I held you tight
Before you go make me cry
Can't you just change your mind?
Just one wish, before you deny yourself
Stay with me, till I get high enough

2007-10-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

A letter to...

Hey,

I'm happy for them, but, i'm really sad. Why would i feel this way? Each time when i think about it, my hearts aches really badly. I feel like crying, yet no tears come out. I'm feeling so... tired... so sleepy... so... alone... Its as if i'm in lala land, where hell is situated (as stated in the bible) and no one is there for me.

why am i alive? what am i? why am i being born into this world? what's my purpose? being used twice is certainly not a good feeling.

i really wish someone could hold me tightly now, never letting go. really regretted for falling way too deep then what i'm supposed to, but... i'm glad that i've met him.. too late to say that now huh? haha...

*many things have been edited out from the original text

2007-10-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hurt...

its a wonder how love in people change faster than the speed of any bullet train available in this world

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*like someone in my past, i shall assume he's not reading this (even if he does, i don't give a fuck anymore)*

all the things that you've said, are nothing but lies. sad to say i've almost fallen into it.
shan't say much.. but i'll give you my blessings..

stay happy..

one last thing, you're no better than him.. maybe even worse off. and far more despicable.

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2007-10-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

BLOGGED

ah well, seems like my blog is officially dead. but who cares..

anyway, alot of things happened during these 5 weeks... some peeps would know about me continuing my research in the lab... giving tuition...

many things happened during these few weeks... argh... hate to say it but i can't say it out over here...

oh yea, did i mentioned that i'm moving to cck pretty soon? :D its like a "finally" thing you know.. yay!! three cheers to my own room!! weee!!

and of course, three boos to the starting of school that's turning into a online-portal for us students when its supposed to be live lectures (HEY! that's wad SCHOOLS are for you know!!)

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i guess, being single isn't a bad thing after all..
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2007-09-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

untitled..

私はとても疲れている…

休みたいと思いなさい…

o.O...... ^^

2007-09-21T02:32:00.000+08:00

o.O...... ^^

sorry for the lack of updates!! many things happened lately... way too busy to blog... anyway... watch this video...

for more infomation, view over here

weeeee!!!!!! 3 cheers to male pregnancy!!! XD

com crashed

2007-09-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

Lappy crashing...

you get the gist of it

SORRY GUYS!! >.<

2007-09-01T03:41:00.000+08:00

sounds true..

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.

take the test here

2007-08-30T03:24:00.000+08:00

Fuck!!!!!!!!!!

i got conjunctivitis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*picture taken from www.stickgal.blogspot.com

presentation...

2007-08-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

presentation...

thanks all for the blessing

but...

...

to cut it short, its was totally screwed up...

shan't say much..

to ni and michelle.. i promise to post lily's makeover soon!! after the submission of my report!!

to kenneth: -.-" i'm still writing your music review... after report submission then i'll finish up... ps!!

quiz

2007-08-18T00:31:00.001+08:00

quiz...

i love the answer of the first one!! ^^ about my friends i made are loyal to me :D

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept.
You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking.

You should major in:

Natural sciences
Computer science
Creative writing
Math
Architecture
Journalism

What Should You Major In?

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

damn funny!!

2007-08-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

damn funny!!!

watch this!! :D

*note: will not be blogging due to the fact that i have not started on my report nor my presentation yet... very busy...

random...

2007-08-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

Random...

question time!!

when you're really on the rush to go home and yet you got to fill 96 wells with solution, what do you do?

answer:

simple, be ambidextrous :D just look at the picture below.

*credits to Jennifer's hands XD

cleo!!

2007-08-06T10:56:00.001+08:00

CLEO!!

heh heh... went for the cleo makeover (kanna sabotaged by my sister -.-")

if you guys are interested on how i look... pm me on MSN for my pic (haha... to shy to blog it here.. LOL!!)

but i shall blog about my sister's makeover later... :)

xiao bai...

2007-08-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

Xiao Bai...

i remember the first time we touched him...

i remember the first time we called him by his name...

i remember the first time he peed on the mattress...

i remember the first time we shouted "NO!" to him and he responded...

i can never forget how he always gets bribed by food...

i can never forget how he licked me when i'm sad...

i remember the times he tries to nimble off the buttons on the TV controller

i can never forget..

his cute eyes...

his lovable smile...

i love you always...

xiao bai... T-T

wahahahaha!

2007-08-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

wahahahahaha!!!

UNCLE (a.k.a Dr.Henry) is leaving for HK tomorrow!!! and he's coming back on national day eve!!

but that doesn't mean that we can slack... -.-"

cause he actually planned out all experiments (during his absence from the lab) already... and we don't have to go for national day celebration because of urgent lab work

damn... but hopefully i can go to school later than usual 9.30am.. XD LOL...

oops!!

2007-07-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

OOPS!!!!!!!!

firstly,

I'M SO SORRY ABREY DARLING!!!!!!!!!! ><

i swear that the person in the previous (x2) entry isn't you... and... what i promise, i won't go back on my word de!!!

-.-" if i did, i'll probably get killed by ~~lighting~~ lightning (thanks for ben for spotting that error) and really get "pok gai" -.-"

and... peeps...

in case you're wondering about the picture of clare on my last entry...

that brown colour thingy that is below her (which you guys assumed it to be... i shan't say -.-")... is actually...

my brown duckie...

T-T got it as a present from someone la... and now its hers... *pulls hair*

but ain't clare a beauty? haha... LOL

clare

2007-07-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

CLARE!!

guess i haven't introduce the newest addition in my family to you guys :D

i think only ni-sama and adrian knows about it...

but nonetheless... introducing.......................

clare!!! :D (-.-" i know i mentioned her name at the title)

cute huh? ^^

but in order to have her... it comes with a heavy price... not including responsibility...

*SIGH*

don't wish to say anymore..

but ain't she a beauty? ^^

ARGH

2007-07-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

ARGH...

*i'm assuming that she doesn't read my blog AT ALL*

i'm so damn bloody pissed off now...

stress from school, stress from family...

and now, over a friend...

look, its not like i'm after you for something.
(all my friends are not rich wad, my best friend is even having money issues of getting into a Uni now. and besides, i don't give a fucking damn whether you're rich or not.)

when i'm showing concern to you, it means i care for you.

so don't give me this fucked up attitude and ignore me.

i can give you the "you-can-die-for-all-i-care" mood, but i didn't.

maybe i've said something that made you really upset, or maybe its because i'm associated with the bunch of people you don't like. but seriously, WTF did i do? can you please give me something to think about rather than you being so hostile towards me.

"i'm trying to salvage our friendship as much as possible, but if you continue to destroy it then there's nothing i can do but to end it in a bad note"

in case you don't know much about me, i can tell you now since you're my friend (for now),

"i believe true friendship comes from the depths of your heart. When you've gained complete trust and faith in one's heart, it IS and WILL be the most beautiful thing in your life and protecting that trust becomes something important in your life"

think about it.

to people

2007-07-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

To people...

who realized why i'm so cranky/don't respond to them most of the time (this applies esp to Adrian and Hairull)

well... if you wanna know why

i can tell you now...

cause i'm screwing experiments up everyday!

that's why i'm not in much of the mood to talk...

so please understand... yea...

aftermath... aching

2007-07-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

aftermath of NAPFA

haven't been exercising since the start of poly in my first year...

even until the day before my NAPFA, i'm still crapping in the lab and rotting

now... the day after the napfa test,

i'm aching all over T-T

ai~!!

JENN!! let's start this training asap!!!

*ouch ouch ouch* T-T

T-T

2007-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

T-T

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FAILED MY NAPFA BY 12 BLOODY FREAKING SECONDS!!!!!

*SOB*

CAN GET SLIVER DE LEH!!!!!!

STUPID 2.4KM RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*pulls hair*

i'll re-take it in october (with the OIPP peeps)... the gold award is MINE!!!

cause i'm going to train with Jenn!!! (*note: i never trained AT ALL for 3 years!!! let alone for this test la -.-")

edward!!! nicole!!! cockroach!!! i'm running with you guys!!!!!

haiZ... so demoralizing sia... :'( [demoralizing in the fact that i didn't get an award at all... *SIGH*]

and... some bloody-ass-hole-basket-pea-head with no balls spitted on my bag after the napfa...

i tell you... someone hates me in the group... and it is NOT an accident (cause if it's an accident then why did that person didn't clean it up and apologize to me?)

someone definitely hates me

wait until i catch hold of that farker... CB ( <-vulgarities, don't even think of learning)

*argh*

napfa

2007-07-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

N.A.P.F.A

argh...

NYP-ians should know why

well, all the best to me tomorrow

hopefully i can get at least a bronze... :D

(cause getting a gold or sliver is totally impossible for me right now -.-" and i never even trained for it... LOL)

LOL

2007-07-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

LOL!!!

nice one fiona.. :D

Question!!:

what's a KISS?

(highlight the space below to find out the answer ^^)

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"It's an upper PREPARATION for a lower INVASION that will lead to further PENETRATION with fast ACCELERATION that will build next GENERATION."

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OMG!! it rhymes too -.-"

shesh...

2007-07-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

shesh...

shall not blog for some time

just feeling down and kinda disappointed with myself

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(don't ask why)

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and liza, STOP FLOODING MY TAGBOARD.

LALALA~!!!

2007-07-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

LALALA~!!!

okay i'm mad...

but..... WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i watched the preview of ~~Happy~~ Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix with Jenn babe today!! FOR FREE!!! (the day before it was released!!!!! credits to Shu Juan Jie Jie for giving us the tickets!! ^^)

LA LA LA LA LA!!! SO HAPPY!!! ^^

no...

there shall not be any spoilers over here... just that the "anticipated" kissing scene...

*heh heh*

quite long... *hint hint*

and...

its funny!! worth the watch!! LOL!! (only if you get the lingo that is... -.-")

LA LA LA!!

it IS darker than other HP movies... but not as dark... as i thought it would be...

oh yea... one more hint...

the movie is WAY too short -.-"

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay... now i'm really mad >.<

CosFest!!

2007-07-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

CosFest!!

as promised, here are the pictures for the Cosfest... i guess i don't hafta say much ba...

"a picture paints a thousand words" MAH... lol... here ya go ^^

before entering...

this guy's drawing is good -.-"

star wars? LOL!!

okay!! shan't say much!!! gotta sleep now!!

nites!! :D

tired

2007-07-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Tired...

i'm SO tired... -.-" uploaded pictures for the entire day (yesterday)... and blogged for another 4 hours +++ yesterday (obviously, i'm still not done with that entry -.-" ).. today still hafta wake up so early.. -.-" wanna faint already... (obviously i'm late for my FYP AGAIN >.<)

shall not blog much... for this entry...

anyway!! great news!! :D my project is starting to run VERY smoothly!! so happy... haha... hopefully i have SOME results for my presentation... LOL...

okay! that's all i'm gonna blog for now! i need my sleep!!! >.<

to ni/edward, i'll blog about CosFest in my next entry!! ^^ i'll try to blog asap!!

quiz...

2007-07-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

weird quiz!!

as ~~commanded~~ requested by ni^^ here you go!! ^^

Rules:
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

here are the 6 weird things about myself ^^

1) i always have this thinking that women with BIG boobs (be it the genes, or artificially inserted), in comparison to their size, are stupid. (one example is Pamela Anderson) that's because all the nutrients that are supposed to support the growth of the brain went up to the breast instead...
thus, the bigger the boobs (in comparison to the size), the dumber the person (MY THEORY!!!)

2) i tend to fall asleep at anywhere, anytime, even at the toilet...

3) i look nice when i wake up most of the time, and yet i have a "i-juz-got-up" look when i'm off to somewhere (after a bath of course) -.-"

4) to me, strawberries are sour and chinese herbs are sweet

5) i tend to scratch off all the nail polish within a day of painting (thus its really useless for me to go for a manicure)

6) i have the tendency to do/ask/try the weirdest things at the weirdest times... and i have a horribly short attention span...

these are the 6 people that i'm tagging!! :D

1) JENNIFERRRRRRRRR (sry gotta push joseph down HAHAHA!)
2) Joshie Joseph (that is IF you have the time to do this crappy stuff la~)
3) Sujith
4) Fiona ^^
5) LeeZ
6) Adrian

have fun!!! :D LOL~!

o.O.... wow...

2007-07-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

o.O.... OMG...

saw these 2 things in mizhel's blog... decided to try it out

firstly, here's about people rate my blog... :P

secondly, its a personality test... i was horribly surprised at the results!! quite accurate... anyone reading my blog should try...

my results

read what is this test about

try this test out!!

for those lazy people out there, i shall blog my results out... i've got a personality of a Sanguine Phlegmatic...

and here are the strengths and weakness of a Sanguine... words in red are my thoughts to some of the points...

Strengths of a Sanguine

The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist

The Sanguine's Emotions

Appealing personality (??? *turns head away*)
Talkative, Storyteller (i'm a crapper... haha)
Life of the Party
Good sense of humor
Memory for color
Physically holds on to listener
Emotional and demonstrative
Enthusiastic and expressive
Cheerful and bubbling over
Curious (this is 101% true...)
Good on stage (-.-" i'm scared of the stage)
Wide-eyed and innocent (really arh? LOL)
Lives in the present
Changeable disposition
Sincere at heart (true... true...)
Always a child (a child at heart!! ^^ that's me!!)

The Sanguine As A Parent (i'm not a parent yet, so i don't know whether wll this really apply... LOL)

Makes Home Fun
Is liked by children's friends
Turns disaster into humor
Is the circus master

The Sanguine At Work

Volunteers for Jobs
thinks up new activities
Looks great on the Surface (surface ONLY arh?)
Creative and colorful
Has energy and enthusiasm
Starts in a flashy way
Inspires others to join
charms others to work

The Sanguine As a Friend

Makes friends easily
Loves People (i love my friends and family!!! :D)
Thrives on compliments (true...)
Seems exciting
envied by others
Doesn't hold grudges (depends on who that person is... and i tend to forget grudges... not that i don't hold them... LOL)
apologizes quickly (true true...)
Prevents dull moments
Likes spontaneous activities

Weaknesses of a Sanguine

The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist

The Sanguine's Emotions

Compulsive talker (true?... i think so)
Exaggerates and elaborates (true)
Dwells on trivia (true)
Can't remember names (TRUE!! i took MONTHS just to remember my classmates names)
Scares others off (cause they think i'm a maniac... :D)
Too happy for some
Has restless energy
Egotistical
Blusters and complains
Naive, gets taken in (UH HUH!!!! TRUE TRUE!! that's wad people say)
Has loud voice and laugh (to some... yes.. others... no)
Controlled by circumstances (okay... true...)
Gets angry easily (true true... esp to my retarded sister... i PMS often too >.<)
Seems phony to some
Never Grows Up

The Sanguine As A Parent

Keeps home in a frenzy
Forgets children's appointments
disorganized
Doesn't listen to the whole story

The Sanguine At Work

Would rather talk
forgets obligations
Doesn't follow through
Confidence fades fast (true true... that's why i get disappointed with myself easily...)
Undisciplined
Priorities out of order (that's wad Jennifer said... a month back... -.-")
Decides by feelings (true...)
Easily distracted (101% true!!)
Wastes time talking (really arh?)

The Sanguine As a Friend

Hates to be alone (true...)
Needs to be center stage (not really... as long as i've got friends...)
Wants to be popular (er...sometimes only...)
Looks for credit (true... you reap what you sow mah)
dominates conversations (sometimes... and i feel bad about it)
Interrupts and doesn't listen (i'm changing!! >.<)
answers for others (and i'll take the blame -.-")
Fickle and forgetful (true!!!)
Makes excuses (true!!!!!)
Repeats stories (true!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

see wad i mean -.-" most of them are true...

bulletin jokes

2007-07-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

bulletin jokes and quizzes

saw this in the friendster bulletin...

thought i would share this because its cute... and its true! :P (joking la... but it is funny though :D)

Why Ladies today are still single?

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual
men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but
are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but
are nice men with money think we are
only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are
after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so
nice
and somewhat heterosexual, don't think
we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful,
that are heterosexual, somewhat
nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome,
somewhat nice and have some money and
thank God are heterosexual, are shy and
NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first
move, automatically lose interest in us
when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?

"Men are like a fine wine. They all
start out like grapes,
and it's our job to stomp on them and
keep them in the dark until they mature
into something you'd like to have
dinner
with."

here's a quiz i got it from my junior since primary school :D can't believe we're still in contact with each other... haha... love her lots :D

Can you name 8 people you treasure & can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 8 people...This is a lot
funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... ( i wrote the names on pieces of paper and picked them out randomly -.-"so its really random)

No Cheating!!!

1. Joshie Joseph
2. Fiona
3. Anne May/Ayesha/Carine/ Sujith
4. Jennifer
5. Ni-Sama ^^
6. Jenny

7. Fungi a.k.a Foong Yee :P

8. Wei De

How did you meet 8?
err... in Millennia Institute (first 3 months JC after our O levels), we were in the same class :D its been 2 years since then.. haha..

What would you do if you had never met 1?
i would have rotted in hong kong long time ago... and keep telling myself that going to HK for attachment is a totally wrong choice, as what i thought from the very beginning (Jennifer cannot accompany me 24-7 mah... she has got her family to accompany~)

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
er... i don't think they know each other... even though they're from the same secondary school as i do :D but i highly doubt so... cause they're not lesbians!

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
nope :D she's one of the few i know who has a strong personality... but a weak body -.-"

Do you think 1 is cute?
heh heh... good question... i think he knows the answer :D

How did you get to know 7?
same secondary school, same class for 2 years... now we're in the same poly, same course -.-"

Would you ever go on a date with number 3?
DEFINITELY!!! I'M PLANNING NOW!!! CAN'T WAIT!! :D WANTED TO GO OUT WITH THEM BADLY!!! :'(

What's 7's Favorite color?
er... let's see... green? blue? definitely not pink... haha :P (*UPDATE!!: okay... edward says its yellow... so yellow it shall be!! :D)

What would you do if 6 confessed they loved you?
i know she does :D otherwise my r/s with her would not have lasted till now... :D

Fact about 8:
he likes to call me by my chinese name -.-"

Who is 4 going out with?
ey... her cousin? she loves her cousin :D

who is number 5 to you?
my councilor cum english teacher... and a great friend too ^^ love her lots!! (*addition: one of my best buddy in NYP!!! :D)

Would you ever live with 1?
*faints* that arh... -.-"... if he's in love with me and marries me... that is IF la... (highly doubt so... cause he has someone he likes already :D and besides, he's my brother)

Is 2 single?
nope :D she's happily attached... and i'm happy for her ^^ (if he's bullying you must tell me hor!! :D)

Where does 7 live?
West Coast Road... haha... near my secondary school... its a wonder why she can be late for lessons sometimes XP like me... LOL

What do you think about 3?
great friends... and the best thing is that they're not bias, thus can never be backstabbers... :D i trust them entirely...

What's the best thing about number 8?
he calls me "mei mei" even though he's 6 days younger than me :) and he pampers me alot!! hehe... :P

What do you like about number 6?
she's strong in terms of character. and she treasures friendship more than anything in life :D really love her lots

Favorite Memory with 1?
something to be kept in between us only :D *shh*
j/k :P.. haha... favourite memories arh... let's see... the first time we actually talked to each other and he taught me how to say "thanks" and "one" to "ten" in cantonese... actually the fun times i had in HK are all my favorite memories :D

blogger's header...

2007-07-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

blogger's header...

some peeps would have realized that my blog doesn't have the blogger header... like what a normal blog should have..

here's my question:

does anyone have the template for that? i need the black header...

thanks :D

*hope i can find a nicer blogskin soon...

**sidetrack abit... here's something i got from ni's (and edward's) blog... a name personality test!! :D

here's the list...

A: loves to flirt
B: Loves people
C: BEST SMILE
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Likes to act crazy as hell
I: Loves to laugh
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: REALLY easy to fall in love with
M: Makes dating fun
N: Good at sex.
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: a freak in bed
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: very attractive
U: Gets hugs
V:Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what todo
Y: GREAT kisser
Z: Lives life for fun!!

let's see my name...

L : REALLY easy to fall in love with (-.-" eh... true arh?)
I : Loves to laugh (yea... don't smile often though, and i've been infected by the "roller-coaster-laughing" disease from Jennifer XD)
N : Good at sex. (o.O YOU SURE?!?!?)
D : Has one of the best personalities ever (depends on each individual thinking...)
A : loves to flirt (WAH LAU... how to flirt?? i don't know LOR -.-")

let me add a little game to this test.. heh heh...

LIST DOWN 5 people to do this personality quiz!! (*note: they must have a blog to blog about this :D)

here's my list... (in my case, there are 8 people... heh)

Joshie Joseph
Jennifer
LeeZ
Fiona
Sujith
Kenneth (If you have the time :D)
Foong Yee
Adrian (force you to write a lame blog entry for once)

yup yup... long blog entry coming soon!! (still in the midst of writing)

lab, farm and ice bunnies

2007-06-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

Lab, Farm and Ice bunnies :D

after placing so many depressing posts..... i've decided to put a nice one... for once... :D

no use being sad... so i shall try and enjoy wad i can while i'm still in my last year before reaching the big 2!! ):

unlike the last few entries... i'm gonna add pictures this time.. heeX ^^

pictures of xiao fei, the little fly that was caught in the lab by me (before she died)
*jenn, you will not like the following pics :P

focus on the wing... super hairy... -.-" eeyer...

looks like a vampire fly -.-" or a blood sucking fly...

there's something spikey at the end of its abdomen!! *gasp* is that a bee like mosquito? -.-"

fangs picture again... -.-"

hairy feelers...

snow bunny!! (*credits to Abrey and Alison who made that and letting me take that pic XD)

next!! to the animal farm at Seletar Farm House!! during lunch time XD
*credits to Ben who drove us and bump his car on the way there... :P

retarded birds (talking about their behavior as well as their looks :P)... during the photo taking session, these birds seems to be talking and playing with each other when we're near them...

bird 1: hey!... let's play "dare!" see who touches those fugly humans first! (assumption that humans are ugly by nature :P)

bird 2: if you dare, i dare LOR... -.-" (they're born and bred in Singapore, thus having Singlish in their language)

bird 1: hey!! what are they holding ARH?!? looks like a black box LEH!! (my handphone of course -.-")

*i went in a little closer to them*

bird 1: ahh! this human is dangerous!! wanna kill us with that black thing!! ZHAO ARH!! (run!!)

*bird flies away*

:D

*note: i'm being super bo liao (Lame)

i love this picture!! :D

2 cute and super hyperactive puppies ^^

baby bunnies!! :D (*joshie... those are not guinea pigs hor -.-")

joshie i think you'll love this... :D cause these are... guinea pigs!! with 2 babies!! heeX! ^^ there's one guinea pig that looks like the one you use in the lab... pure white one... didn't take any pictures though :P

the smart, ugly duckling who became a beautifu, retarded swan... XD she's beautiful anyway..

the wife :D

the husband.. :D

just like theo and ni... LOL!! j/k... haha :P

feelin' down

2007-06-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

down...

to be honest... i've been feeling kinda down lately because of the screwed up subculturing of the Caco-2 cells... until the point i wouldn't wanna even touch the cells so it won't get contaminated... and i felt that i've been slowing Jennifer and Dr. Henry down...

-.-" so depressing... kinda pulled my morale down... lost my faith in many things...

luckily, Jenn, Ben and Kel kinda cheered me up... haha...

from ben:

haha thats why..just try to be more focused. youll be fine

from kelvin:

well.. there are times where the going gets tough..

but then always remember.. to every problem.. there is a solution...

Jenn is constantly giving me encouragement... haha... thanks babe! ^^ really fortunate to have you as my FYP partner ^^

haiZ... can't help feeling so down/depressed now...

and... lots of things happened with the peeps at Brisbane now... wanted to cheer them up... but i guess i'm being a little nosy... but i really wanted to cheer them up >.<

and ben, no offence... but... i wanted to help... haha... hope i didn't piss you off or something... if i did... i apologize for that... hopefully you're not angry with me for speaking about "you know who" (and by the way... i'm not at anyone's side...)

basically i hope that our friendship doesn't get ruined because of this matter... (cause i was kinda... upset at the way you responded about this matter and i was scared that you're angry with me or something...)

don't mind me being paranoid...

-.-" my cells!!!!!!!

2007-06-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

-.-"

let me be whiny for today...

WAH!!!!!!!!!! MY CELLS ARE CONTAMINATED!!!!!!!!!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?!?!?!?!?

cells that are subcultured by Jennifer are still alive and surviving well!! and the cells i subcultured are contaminated!!

WHY ME!??!!?!??! (i've only subcultured one type of cells)

but the people using the same incubator as me (Kah Hong and Ben) had 6 flasks contaminated...

and not to mention that Jennifer helped me in the later part of the subculturing...

AND also... Dr. Henry checked the cells on Saturday (i subcultured the cells on Friday) and he mentioned that the cells are growing well.. but he didn't check it on Sunday...

and Sunday has a power trip... (scheduled one somemore -.-" if i'm not wrong it was at 2.30pm...) and the school doesn't on the aircon in weekends (save money mah)...

from Ben's (Kah Hong's FYP partner) theory, the temperature of the room increases to the level where bacteria is able to grow (aircon is off every weekends mah)... and because of the difference of air pressure, the air seeps into the incubator... also, due to the power trip on Sunday, the temperature of the incubator drops to a point where the bacteria is able to survive and grow... and that's how my cells (and his cells) get contaminated...

but... MY CELLS!!!!!!! *SOBS*

:(

2007-06-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

WOAH!

my new picture!!

nice or not arh? :P i need comments!!! might be changing to another pic!! a pic of me and joshie and jenn at HK airport!! (this pic can be viewed in friendster) but all these pics needed to be photoshop first... will have the edited version soon ^^

i'm so wu liao (Lame) la... kekeke...

new post + kenneth's request coming up "SOON"!!

provided if i finish my FYP (Final Year Project) early... -.-"

till then!!

question

2007-06-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

Question...

ah... tonight's moon seems to be hanging a little lower than usual... half moon... (cause i'm able to see it through my room window, usually i can't see though) but... i love the moon ^^ cause you can just stare at it without suffering from possible case of cataract... and its beautiful... love nature itself...

anyway... here's a question i juz can't figure out... if you guys know the answer you can juz tell me...

question: during a presentation, the presenter will either have butterflies in their stomach/ racing heart or increasing heartbeat/ sweaty palms/ increase in number of breadths taken per minute... etc etc... but of all things, i laughed while presenting -.-"... any idea why i was like that? btw, its not the first time i laughed during the presentation -.-"... and trust me, it will not be the last...

any takers?

3 days...

2007-06-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

3 days...

since coming back to Singapore...

:(

starting to miss hk...

we (me and jenn) came back on monday...

and we had to go to school the next day...

on tuesday... we were told of what our project is about... and the papers were given...

and we had to present on thursday -.-"

hectic sia!!!

that's why i didn't blog...

and... one more thing...

EVERYONE said that i've become fatter every since my return... wah... sian diao la...

*currently learning the art of Singaporean blogging

~ unpacking my luggage........................ :P (yea... i'm unpacking only 3 days after i return... no choice wad... have to do the presesntation first)

bleah... will do a nicer post next time

2007-06-21T02:35:00.001+08:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You are 100% Pisces

How Pisces Are You?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

You Should Be With an Earth Sign!

Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn

Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine you
Not that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer things
An Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing it
And you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match!

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air.
You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals.
Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Your Love Quote

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

What Love Quote Suits You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are Incredibly Logical

Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic
You think rationally, clearly, and quickly.
A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer!

How Logical Are You?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you both as reserved and sweet.
You tend to be very sensitive and detail oriented.
The smallest things can please or annoy you. You tend to be internally moody.
Perceptive and intuitive, you understand people quickly - though you usually won't tell them.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective

You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.

And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special

Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

i'm juz being incredibly bored... now i got work... bleah... :P

back..

2007-06-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

back...

hi...

i'm back...

:D

T-T

try and interpret my feelings from these 2 emoticons

ARGH... the worst things in life

2007-06-18T03:38:00.000+08:00

ARGH... the worst things in life
*long post ahead... cause i took 1 weeks just to write up this entry... :)
not in order of importance... cause all things mentioned here ARE important.. :D

1) packing
the last thing a person wanna do when it comes to holidays or returning to his/her own country is PACKING.

pack and unpack... pack and unpack... hopefully my luggage has enough space to put all my stuffs in... i think its gonna burst pretty soon...

2) missing...
at the beginning when i first came to HK, i really missed everyone in Singapore, until i was at the point of drugging my daddy to sleep and flying back secretly... (YES, i miss everyone THAT badly)...

now... i don't feel like going back to Singapore anymore (stupid NYP, cut short my attachment time) maybe its because i feel that the 2 weeks which was taken away from me is the main cause of this feeling (i need time to keep telling myself that i'm leaving HK for good...)

so yea... i'm gonna miss people here... and the environment too... (Edward!! you're like me in the past!!! but enjoy yourself in Adelaide!! cause you're gonna end up regretting if you don't... at least your mentor is willing to teach you.. you know... my mentor is "nice", but Jennifer's mentor is nicer) :D

here's the list of people i'm really gonna miss... this is not ranked in order of importance... neither is it the "missing-factor"... writing based on whose face first appears in my head :D

a) Joshie! (Joseph) - My brother in HK!!! gonna miss you lots Lots LoTs LoTS LOTS!!! T-T... along with your dimples and smile!! really... thanks for accompanying me when i'm rotting... and taking care of me (giving me lots of TLC)... and thanks for the time we had... really enjoyed alot with your crapping and "soul-talks"... etc etc... haha... sorry if i caused too much trouble... but then... REMEMBER TO COME TO SINGAPORE TO VISIT ME HOR!! then i'll treat you hot and spicy stuffs XD... and i'll try and master Cantonese if possible!! so i won't say the wrong things again..!! :D but you have to ask Jenn to teach me... heh... all the best for your Med 3!!! and i'll work hard for my dreams too!! thanks for all the encouragements all these while!! ^^ 加油 arh!!

b) Auntie Catherine! - Dr.Henry's mummy who as been taking care of me ever since i came... she's not as naggy as wad Dr.Henry has mentioned before.. haha.. in fact.. she's great! and cool! i hope i don't cry when she sends me off T-T can't wait for her to come to Singapore!! :D

c) Professor Lin - My supervisor who gives her TLC to me and Jenn for the whole of 3 months.. i wanna thank her for putting up with my nonsense all the time... and her willingness to teach me many stuffs... really learned alot under her care... and smile... :D hopefully i can meet her once again and be under her wing in future... (but i wanted to learn microbiology/ zoology/ veteran science (medicine)... guess its impossible... but i believe fate has its own ways to let us meet again :D)

d) Stella! - Jennifer's Mentor!! even though she's not my mentor, she teaches me whenever she can, and brings me out to places... like Joshie, who gives me her time to accompany the retarded me.. heh.. hope she comes to Singapore to find us soon! :D sorry for all the trouble i've caused...

e) Johnson & Wayne - can't believe i'm saying that... but i think i'm gonna miss that duo sluts XD (i'm so gonna get smacked by them for saying that)... Johnson!!! CUHK-D.PHM's chubbiest, bitchiest slut!! XD (joking hor... but see.. i highlighted the words for you :D ain't i sweet?) really had fun squabbling and playing basketball with you... (even though i sprained my ankle in the midst of the game)... but i really hope i can challenge you again... XD and thanks for the times we had... heh... if you wanna scold vulgarities, come online and find me... i will be happy to oblige ^^ Wayne!!! the second (but nice) slut!! XD thanks for being the "chairman of the organizing committee" plan everything for us all the time!! thanks for the ocean park trip!! really enjoy alot!! love ya both!! come to Singapore soon yea? ^^

f) Winnie (my translator number 1 :D love her smile), Jessica (my translator number 2 ^^ love her smiles too), Dave, Sai Wang, Iris, Mimi, Jacky, Wang Xin, Frank, Frankie, Florence (for your sweets, jokes, and smile) Professor John. Rudd (for his ferrets and rats), Professor Cho (to allow us to enter into the department of pharmacology have a first hand experience on research... thanks for making me more determined to take up research as a challenge in life in future), Irene (for the mahjong set as a present and borrowing of keys to the toilet XD), Cherry, Natalie, Carrie, Jimmy, the chubby uncle at the pantry... thanks for being there for us... and helping me to blend into the lifestyles of people over here, despite my differences (language barrier) you guys really made my day :) come to Singapore soon yea? i can't provide housing for you (unfortunately) but i can be your tour guide, crapper (XD) and info-finder :D so do remember to look for me (and Jenn) yea? keep in contact guys!! :D

g) Zhou Xin (My mentor) - Even though many things (particularly disputes) happen between us, i still gotta thank you for the time you have devoted to me, to teach me, and lecture me, making me grow as i learn things in life i'll never forget...

h) and not forgetting those whose names i never mention in the above, who have helped us grow and learn for the 3 months here...

i) also, the guinea pigs (Dunkin Hartley), the ferrets, the Suncus murinus (Asian House Shrew) and Sprague Dewleys (Humongous White Lab rats)... for playing with me XD and letting me to dissect you when you're dead (applies to Sprague Dewleys only)... :)

3) Setting of stuffs after 3 months...
i) accounts - for my mum, argh... hate accounting stuffs...

ii) missing of HK T-T

iii) Setting my enforced saving account by AIA (i really needa start saving up my money)

iv) Music Clinic - i wanted to go back once i came back from HK... but it seems that this plan have to be put on hold for now... cause i wanted to continue my music lessons to get grade 8 piano first (i wanted to accomplish something) worse still, i wanted to learn driving, or re-learn my english... etc... ARGH!!! all of these cost money you know!! i've gotta start working!! and start saving up!! maybe the enforced saving account can help me... i needa ask mummy about it again... but!! improving my grades now is the MOST important thing!!

v) presents - ya la -.-" most of you... waiting eagerly for Linda to come back...

vi) missing of friends (who are having 24 weeks attachment + aussie attachment like ni.. T-T)

vii) FYP - have to go back to school on tuesday... ARGH!!! but for some reason... i can't wait going back to school!! :D maybe its because i miss school too much, or its the strength of motivation joshie is giving (praying) to me... thanks!! i really needa that!!

ah well... to PHM's peeps... this is my blog ^^ you can check in for any info you wanted me to check.. but remember to tag hor... or not i won't know... :D

till then (when i come to HK again or when you come to Singapore)... i'll miss you guys!!!!! *sobs*

TAKE CARE!! KEEP IN CONTACT!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

less than 24 hours before i'm in the plane back to Singapore...

exicted!! :D

and not.. -.-"

mixed feelings... sian...

did quiz(zes) on the true me (i'm waiting for time to pass away slowly...) here's the result...

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

being open-minded...

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

which love song am i...

Your Love Song Is

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson

"Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool"

You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer!

What Love Song Are You?

love profile?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

how real am i?

You Are 55% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.
You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.
Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.
Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

love life secrets

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

karma!! (i'm a believer of that... wad goes around comes around)

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.
Your caring personality really shines through.
Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.
But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

How's Your Karma?

atheist? agnostic? or believer?

You Are Agnostic

God? Religion? Maybe... you're just not sure.
You're still figuring out your spiritual path... or figuring out you really don't care.
You believe that no one really can know the true story about religion or God.
So you might as well relax a little. You'll go crazy trying make sense of it all.
Are You an Atheist, Agnostic or a Believer?
>

intelligence?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.

You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

dirty minded?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

now i'm waiting to meet that baka anna... haiZ...

*postnote: got this from adrian..

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:

Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:

Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:

Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.
Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:

Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.
Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.
Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

2007-06-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

real life WOW race and class...

LOL... did a quiz... here's my result..

Human Priest

Humans tend to be the ones in the middle. Not as sexy as the Night Elves; not as stumpy as the dwarves or gnomes. As a human, you pretty much go with the flow of things.

As a priest, you are mostly concerned with others. You like to be sure that everyone is safe and healthy - because, if they die, you might get booted.

Find out your real-life WoW race and class at QuizGalaxy.com

pre-leaving hong kong symptoms

2007-06-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

pre-leaving hong kong symptoms

before coming to HK (while i was in the plane), i was home-sick already...

now, after 3 months... i'm going back...

...

don't feel like going back...

i'm hk-sick now... bleah...

how ironic... -.-"

can't wait to see my mummy, daddy, lily, my cuzzies and friends!! :D

did i forget to mention someone? ah well :P

NB

2007-06-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

N.B.
*scolding post... kids please ignore this post thanks

NB..

CB...

some fucking person has been badmouthing me saying that i've said something bad about Quincy (friend in NYP)...

fuck that person...

NB... want to accuse me? accuse in front of me then... don't give me this shit rumor thingy and start spreading around and then say its me... CB...

i seriously thought 05 (my class) have stopped spreading those stupid rumors after what happened to me... apparently... i highly doubt so... now i'm beginning to think whether am i in the right class or not?

fuck it... i'm so bloody pissed off now...

come and admit it if you dare, fucking wimp(s)... and we shall have a confrontation... i'll see if you guys still can continue spreading or not...

those in guilty conscience, fuck it! are you done playing with me? i tell you... i fucking had enough... one more fucking nonsense from anyone and that's it...

THIS IS THE THIRD AND FINAL YEAR ALREADY. GROW UP WON'T YOU??!!?!? WHEN ARE YOU DONE PLAYING WITH ME? WHEN I DIE? OR WHEN I COMMIT SUICIDE...

this is my last warning to those out there who attempts to hurt me and my love ones... cause if anything happens, 我做鬼都唔會放過你地...

smart?

2007-06-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

SMART?

got this quiz from joshie's blog... (was reading for fun and trying to understand cantonese -.-") here's my result...

i'm smart? -.-" i don't think so... but i'm willing to try ^^

2007-06-10T03:11:00.000+08:00

U.P.D.A.T.E.S

i know there's been a lack of updates!! been really busy!! anyway here are the updates..

1) Date of Returning
i'm not coming back on the expected date (1st july), instead, i'm coming back to Singapore on 18th June. Can't wait to see my family and friends again. but... i'll miss HK... T-T

2) University
i am considering going to Hong Kong to further my studies (bachelor degree) but priority of diploma comes first. will decide my path later...

3) Private Blog
i'm considering of setting my blog to a private site soon. people who wants to read my daily, boring blog... email me... reason why i wanna set my blog as private?
cause..
1) i putting pictures into my blog, don't want others to use my pictures or vandalize it...
2) more private stuffs will be placed... for people who are close to me or juz wanna read for fun

to Kenneth: i promise you!!! i'll blog about the song reviews soon!! >.< really very busy lately...

sister take a look

2007-06-03T02:26:00.000+08:00

TO: LILY SOH

TAKE A LOOK AT THE FOLLOWING ITEMS...

see which one is better? i wanna get the cream one for myself and get the brown one for you... managed to bargain from 400 bucks to 200... for both bags together (do the calculations yourself)

and you better freaking give me the list of things you want me to get for you i tell you..

skype is dangerous

2007-06-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

SKYPE is dangerous...

why i say that? look below at the conversation in the pictures...

here's the entire conversation for those who wanna read it...

**see the pictures first before scrolling down!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

in purple = the person
in green = ME

hi

you are?

im from maldives

er... okay

f21

u r from?

how do you managed to find my account?

singapore?

i found it in skype

ur age?

sex?

19f

ok

oh... nice meeting you

(handshake)same here

(kiss)

:D

what do u do?

i'm currently studying

how about you?

im working

do u have b/f

nope... heh...

don't wanna have a relationship until after graduation

you?

yes

r u virgin?

im lesbian

erm...weird question you're asking here

but you have a bf right?

i hope u dnt get angry

yes i have

nah i'm not... just a little surprised.. haha

wanna chat with me?

but i don't think you're a les in the first place

haha

erm... for a short while

cause i'm leaving out of house really soon

do u like sex chat?

?

?

honey i have b/f

but i like to make love with girls

okay... haha... but we've juz known each other online...

so what

?

online chat is best

u can satisfy urself

i think i'm gonna give a "no" to that request... cause i think its kinda inapporiate to talk about this kinda stuff in the first place... and sorry gal... i'm not really interested in that topic in the first place

fuck off

wanna lick my hole

u r horrible

erm... thanks for the reqest... but no to that too :)

that's wad you think :)

im sorry

bye

pls forgive me

its okay ^^

im very hot honey

nice meeting you anyway

right now

i'm sure you are... haha (i thought she was referring that she's sexy or sth -.-" didn't read carefully before answering her)

thats y i got annoyed

its okay... i understand ^^

u r reaallly very nice girls

god bless you

(kiss)

(hug)

haha... hugs to you too^^

take care ^^

bye

ja!! ^^

im sorry honey

i hurted you

im sorry

;(

nah you didn't ^^ don't think too much yea? :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and i thought Kenneth has got a rather bad experience on MSN -.-" about the naked picture... didn't realize i'll have such experience too =.=||

the internet world is DANGEROUS!!!

P.S. - that person is nice... at least she apologized to me... ah well... :D

favourite childhood song

2007-05-31T01:18:00.001+08:00

Favorite Childhood Song

the video tells it all...

she's impressive... here's another video of her singing in the finals...

no surprises if she wins American Idol 6... -.-"

(credits to Eileen for introducing this in her blog^^)

genius?

2007-05-29T03:16:00.000+08:00

genius? o.O

was watching the handbells clips when i came across this 6 year old kid.

watch these videos,

i don't know what to say, either he's a kid who knows how to press the keys on the piano or he's a real talent who makes alot of mistakes. (which is normal for a kid)

*sigh* when i was his age, i was catching animals and torturing them/ playing with electricity and getting myself electrocuted/ having tuition/ wrestling with my sisters or cousins. heh, i guess this is where my science interest was developed in me.

"when you gain something, you'll lost something as well" heh, i gained interest in science, but lost my chance of early development for talents. i guess that's the meaning of it.

*side track!!: another video... a piano duet ^^ played by Jay Chou (i think anne will love this) and Yundi Li (don't know who he is.. heh)

love this...

2007-05-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

LOVE THIS, LOVE THE HANDBELLS

A school (a friend here is part of the alumni of this handbell choir) playing "Beauty and the Beast"

Pirates of the Caribbean (Handbell style)

doesn't sound that synchronized at the beginning... next...

Walt Disney songs!! (Handbell version) by Kinjo Gakuin University, Japan's all women's university...

what can i say? absolutely fabulous!! :D

i would dare say, better than manufactured pop... cause those performance are undoubtedly magical!!

i want to form a team like this!! :D hopefully someone can sponsor me.. heh.. i'm totally hooked up on this already!! XD hopefully i don't have "a moment of passion" this time -.-"

cool video!!

2007-05-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

Cool Video!!!!!
(credits to Joseph for introducing this ^^)

OMG!!! take a look at this video..

can you believe it? the instruments used are only handbells and piano as the accompaniment!!

i'm lovin' it!! :D

sick,food, availability and prices

2007-05-28T16:34:00.000+08:00

S.I.C.K, F.O.O.D, A.V.A.I.L.A.B.I.L.I.T.Y and P.R.I.C.E.S
(*note: long entry ahead)

Bleah.. i better start writing a new entry or not people will start killing me if i don't... shall take this time to write while i'm having an MC.

Bloody Weather... -.-" its getting so darn hot la...

Hey!! Been busy? i'm quite busy these few days, with all the experiments, hunting of stuffs, sick... etc etc... damn... i can taste the phlegm now.. ah well, it'll get better i guess.

Was having a bleeding throat (whenever i spit some phlegm it was full of blood!!) on Wednesday till Sunday, and i've decided to visit CUHK's clinic (cause its my first time visiting a doctor in HK)

Stella was so worried that i got TB *faints* (obviously i don't have -.-")

i won't say much about the clinic, except the fact that the doctor was really into "enlightenment" heh, i don't know how to put it... but i remember she mentioned that the world is fair where girls get the child-bearing jobs and they can get to experience a person growing inside them... unlike the guys etc etc...

anyway, the doctor concluded that i must have cut/burned/tortured my throat in some ways or another that caused some "tiny" blood vessels in my throat to burst.. and gave me some drugs.

the main point is... the cost of the visit... HK$250... -.-"

it's so damn expensive la!! i think that its because i'm not a student from CUHK and they can charge at this rate for "high class service"... wah liao...

its fine with me because i can claim from the insurance company when i return, but when i wanted to get a medical report from them, guess what that lady said?

"the medical report cost HK$400"

they should ought to be checked to see if any corruption is occurring currently. KNS. i'm so damn broke la...
(note: this is the writer's own point of view, any discretion for the above matter is definitely NOT ADVISED, cause this school is nice in overall :D)

anyway, next thing, let's talk about prices.. this section is especially for Lily Soh.

leeZ, my act-cute retarded sister, your Levis jeans cost between 200 to 400+++ cause they're having a discount now, i don't know will the price still stay there when dad comes over to fetch me..

next is your software prices: (no pictures cause the boss of that shop actually quoted for me directly)

1. Autocad 2008 HK$27,000

2. Acrobat 8 Professional (for daddy) HK$3,550

3.Creative Suite 3 Design Premium HK$14,000

4.Macromedia FlashPaper 2 they don't have this thing

5.Fireworks CS3 HK$2,700

6.Flash CS3 Professional HK$6,050 (i think that's the price)

7.Illustrator CS3 HK$5,300

8.Photoshop CS3HK$5,550

9.InDesign CS3 HK$6,200

10.Macromedia FreeHand MX HK$3,400

11.Flash CS3 Professional (you repeated the same thing at point 6 you arse-hole)

and the prices of branded clothing for roxy (that line of brands, you know what i mean) cost HK$180 for a shirt and HK$220 for a skirt/ shorts, do the calculation yourself, but i think its much cheaper than in Singapore la..

this is mummy's request for the checking of the price of external harddisk. take note all the HDD here are 2.5" in size.

160GB = HK$950 (without cover) from "Seagate"
160GB = HK$999 (with cover) from "Maxtor"
80GB = HK$690 (with cover i think) from "Maxtor"
80GB = HK$480 (without cover i think) from "Fujitsu"

i'll check the rest next time...

and about your recently entries, my irritating sister, i've found the place to get really nice clothes in HK, and its relatively cheap. on Saturday when i was exploring, i saw so many Blacks (Americans) buying BIG bags of clothes la -.-"and when i mean big, its bigger than the base of the sofa at mummy's office. and they don't buy only one bag. -.-" guess they're really rich (based on the fact that US$1 = HK$7 as compared to Singapore's 5 bucks)

and... i got a nice 2-piece shirt at that place for 40 bucks (with a bling bling accessory) and i had to bargain for 15 minutes to get that price.. heh.. because i bought it from a tent.

oh yea, for the clothes i've mentioned, most of the shops selling by wholesale, not one piece by one piece. -.-" that's why i can't get the shirts i liked even if i want to.

and that place (Sham Shui Po) is really big (when i say its big, i mean its REALLY BIG) , until i got lost of where i was hunting for about an hour -.-". so if you really wanted to get nice clothes i think we gotta take a few days to hunt.

not to mention they sell toys like Mario and Gundam models over here at a relatively cheap piece too (at wholesale rate) and they do sell cosplay products!! :D i saw Sora's cosplay clothes!!

*screams*

i want!! buy too bad i can't dress him (Cause he's a guy) -.-"

now... for the food part...

this is a fast food restaurant in HK selling many stuffs like hawker centers in Singapore, except the fact that they're higher in terms of hygiene and its air-conditioned, this is beef and pork cutlet noodles in soup. :D

My breakfast!! :D love it!! its... fried beef bun... and glutinous rice in bun :D if Singapore has this shop it'll be so darn popular la.. and the people who opened this shop will be so rich... *hint hint nudge nudge*

LUNCH WITH AUNTIE AND HER FAMILY AGAIN!! :D

MY FAVOURITE!! :D

see how sticky it is!! YUM!!! :D

siu mai with crab eggs... nice :D

won't explain much, but the last food (as shown in the picture above) taste weird with honey and soy sauce... heh.. okay... i'm tired already... write more next time... go and bathe le ^^

P.S - Cockroach and Ni-Sama are flying off on the 1st of june!! :( so gonna miss them...
MUST BUY PREZZIES FOR ME OKAY??? *hint hint nudge nudge* :D

yea right sista...

2007-05-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

yea right sista...

"You never find liza de ah... LOL"

you sure?

then wad's this?

i'm juz too lazy to blog hers..

names!!

2007-05-13T03:04:00.000+08:00

names!!!

was surfing the internet when i found a website on changing names to jap... here goes nothing...

my name!!!

Lily's name

Ni-sama's name

rest of the peeps, ps... i'm too tired la... haha...

tarot

2007-05-10T00:45:00.001+08:00

tarot cards

did a quiz from ni-sama's bloggie ^^

and i got weird results... -.-" LOL

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-05-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

[news] BoA ain't that nice after all

***note: Direct lift-off from music reviewer blog***

Like BoA? Think she is a real sweetie-pie? Think again.

Here is a true-life account of a Singaporean (used to be) BoA fan and his encounters with the resident bitch.

Quoted from Surreal of JpopMusic:

"Here's my 3 encounters with BoA, and I'll try not to be overly-sarcastic since I was an ex-mega-BoA-fan. I met BoA twice in Japan (twice in 2005), and once in Singapore (2004). Well, she came to Singapore in 2004 for the MTV Asia Awards and she performed.

After the event, I waited for her at the performance stadium with a few friends. We made sure that BoA was done talking to her managers/staff before approaching her. I had a Korean friend with me. I approached her with a poster and a gold pen and said 'Hi BoA, I've been your fan since your debut! Do you mind signing the poster for me? Thanks!!!'

.....

............ wanna read more... click on the music reviewer blog at the sidebar now!!

*didn't know BoA is such a person... -.-"

news... lol

2007-05-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

NEWS...

1) confirm date of return.. 1st july...

...

i don't feel like going back le :(

mummy... can i don't come back? *grins* lol.. joking... :D

2) to michelle only: i just remembered sth... do you know wad? HK doesn't have ANY Singaporean style of chili at all... XD most of their chili have 90% pepper or 99.99% chili oil... the chili not nice over here... so sad... gotta suffer 3 months without chili if you're coming. :D

more food pictures coming up!! ^^

mong kok

2007-05-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

Mong Kok, Mice, Fireworks and Jennifer's Birthday

lots of pictures to be uploaded!!

*i was writing this entry halfway when the entire estate juz had a bloody massive blackout. NB... now muz re-write again...

before i say anything about the title of this entry, i juz realized something on my computer... take a look...

ARGH!!! i need an external harddisk!!! i've got no more space!!!

speaking of external harddisk...

its quite reasonable over here as compared to Singapore --"

i'm serious!! 80GB is like HK$400+++ and 500GB is about HK$1500+++ (divide by 5 if you wanna compare to Singapore's currency)

and its not their local brands, neither is it from china (well, i think)...

example of brands... maxtor, fujitsu, sumsung... etc...

too bad i can't take pictures as evidence...

and to my bloody sister... i helped you to check out apple laptops... apparently... i think its about the same price in HK... one 13-inch i-book cost about HK$11,700. and this is without the microsoft mac edition... which is about HK$3,110. i'll check out more for you on my next trip to a computer shop next time...

Fireworks

now... here's come pictures on fireworks that was taken to celebrate 1st may holiday... saw the fireworks by chance... and luckily i've got my daddy's camera with me :D here's goes nothing...

RATS!! XD

here's come pictures of my pet rats (species: Sprague Dawley) in the lab... they're SUPER CUTE!! XD... and they don't bite... no wonder "Home Alone 3" has a Sprague Dawley for a role as a pet rat -.-"

awww... aren't they cute? love them so much... :D anyway just ignore the red spot from the rats :D its nothing...

*the next picture is not suitable for people with a weak heart and stomach... its the aftermath of a rat's life in the lab...

anybody who are "animal-lovers"... don't be stupid and sign a petition for them because of this... if you do that people will ask whether are you gonna be their experiment materials...

Mong Kok!!

i went mong kok on Saturday to get my daddy's ATM card done... unfortunately i was late (typical me) and the bank was closed already... thus i have no choice but to walk around mong kok until 11pm... XP that's why i wasn't online on that day... but during labor's day!! Stella (jennifer's mentor... hopefully she can be my mentor too ^^) brought me out to eat!! whahahahaah.... super nice food la... show you the picture of the food...

wahahaha... Michelle and Siu Ling... can't wait to come right? shop and eat and shop and eat... i'm sure you'll like this kinda life XD... LOL... later you'll become FAT... XD like me... haiZ... i've gained 4kg since coming here... LOL...

anyway... back to the point... i went to check Levi's jeans price... its about the same as Singapore... the usual price is between HK$499 to 799. can't take pictures so... juz writing a point here... and here's come pictures of the majong sets that my bloody sister requested...

SO MANY MAJONG SETS!!! I WANNA BRING BACK!!!

To my sickening sista: you wanted black ones right... here you go...

this small one cost HK$128...

this medium one (the one which i think its the nicest of all) cost HK$250

this large one costs HK$300

and all the price haven't been discounted yet... but the price are around this range...

look!! they got wooden majong sets too!!! but its gonna cost HK$550... unique though...

see the small majong set? in the middle? i want to get that!!! its only HK$55!! leeZ, can you ask mummy whether can i have that? :D and decide whether you wanna get which one for mum... the price is ther already... and i tried to bargain the best price for you already...

its a good thing the auntie let me take pictures for mummy to see :D

you might wanna see how Mong Kok's night life looks like...

when auntie catherine mentioned that HK is a place where people has the freedom of speech... Boy was she damn right!!!

saw some petitioning by a guy against the police... Woah!! that's crazy... too bad i can't go near and take any pictures... or not i'll be asking for absolute trouble -.-"

if this happens in Singapore, politics will be totally screwed and corruption will happen... but who knows, Singapore might be a better place to live in too :D

Lastly,

Jennifer's birthday!

Kinda late to blog about this... but happy birthday gal!! ^^

now its FOOD TIME!!! wahahaha... here are some pictures i've taken during jennifer's birthday celebration with the CUHK students!! XD and this is all planned by Stella!! She's a really great mentor i gotta say... :D

hungry now? i hope you are *evil grins*

AND...

Jennifer's Birthday cake... LOL!! Ben!! see!! we've been taking care of Jennifer well... :D

i hope you guys are hungry by now...

wahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so evil... :D

crank

2007-05-04T02:22:00.000+08:00

FEELING CRANKY.

*bleah* i juz realized i've been bitchy these few days.

is it because of the build-up of frustration upon my mentor, or lack of sleep? (i'm sleeping for 4 hours daily only) well, i don't know. mixture of events i guess.

because i'm ovulating now (quoted from kenneth on how to describe a person being bitchy), i was acting like that fucker for a few days. examples?

1) see people bu shuang
2) scold/ vent my anger on someone (in my case, its my blog/ notebook)
3) thinking of myself first
4) looking down on some people (don't ask me who, basically its everybody)
5) cursing and giving sarcastic remarks on people i don't know

the list goes on, but i just can't be bothered to think much now.

anyway, for point number 5, i shall list down the things i thought of when people comes in contact with me

1) a stupid 7 year old kid who took my seat - "fucker, take my seat, i hope he puts his head out of the window and let the oncoming vehicle do the job of separation. if that happens its gonna be so cool"

2) stupid woman who squeezes her way in the tram - "CB... stupid fat-ass woman, no space still squeeze, who the fuck she think she is? Angelina Jolie? go for liposuction la... wah liao"

3) someone who stares at me in the train/ tram/ bus - "KNNBCCB, stare si-mi (what) stare? *look back directly at him/her* i very sexy izzit? go let your imagination run wild at a porn video or magazine la... i hope i got psychic powers so i can pull his/her eyes and let them bleed to death"

4) can't remember wad more did i think of (i DID thought of ALOT)

5) of course the daily routine of cursing that someone (2 people in fact, "not" CUHK and NYP people *roll eyes*)

of course i'm writing this is in regret la... who wans to get this kind of treatment? (i believe in karma)

so hopefully, it doesn't happen to me :D i'm a good girl you know (ignore the vulgarities in this post...)

CHANCE!

2007-05-03T01:15:00.000+08:00

CHANCE! by UVERworld

作詞 & 作曲: TAKUYA

It’s chance chance chance. Let’s begin.
Trans.somebody with this. One wish.
Makin’ sound with beats. Shakin’ Dancin’ UVERworld.
Start! Just keep! Lastは楽勝でピース
Peace! Attack! Everybody!
Rock time! Big show time!

その気になっても　いつも裏切る時代(とき)だけど
投げ出す気持ちStop!　向き合うキミRespect!
強く願う気持ちは　届くから

時はPrecious!
どんな時も愛する人の為に輝いていたくて
そうNice your smile keep!
そういつか Get chance!
キミの心の声に　答えてあげたくて

叶うはずないあの日の夢が
未だに胸の中瞬くから
いつだって時は最初まで戻れる
あきらめないで　
追いかけ続けていたいよ

Get chance like this
音もっと上げて行こう
終わりなんてないし
ノっていきな　もっと
いつかは消えていく恥なんてかまわないで
笑顔と光そのままで

時はPrecious!
どんな時も愛する人の為に輝いていたくて
そうNice your smile keep!
そういつか Get chance!
キミの心の声に　答えてあげたくて

叶うはずないあの日の夢が
未だに胸の中瞬くから
いつだって時は最初まで戻れる
あきらめないで　追いかけ続けて
ここにあるいくつもの奇跡と
メロディーと言葉のかけら握り締め
一切後悔なんてしたくない
答えを見つけ出せるまで　
振り向かないままいたいよ

Break! Show time!
Get down! どうだ?こんな感じがUVER!
全てのStyleが偶然の一致
これ聞きゃ損なし　Look at me!
比べてみ?その周りとのMusic
価値も明らかな原寸大　
音との会話はずむPlayer
そうMakin’　そうCheckin’
One thing uniting for us.
One Peace!

届かなくても
時はPrecious!
どんな時も愛する人の為に輝いていたくて
そうNice your smile keep!
そういつか Get chance!
キミの心の声に　答えてあげたくて

通らない声に耳寄せ　
思いは儚く薄れて行く
キミの恋だって諦めるまでEndless line

translation:

It’s chance chance chance. Let’s begin.
Trans.somebody with this. One wish.
Makin’sound with beats. Shakin’Dancin’UVERworld.
Start! Just keep! Last wa rakushou de PIISU
Peace! Attack! Everybody!
Rock time! Big show time!

Sono ki ni nattemo itsumo uragiru toki dakedo
Nagedasu kimochi Stop! muki au kimi Respect!
Tsuyoku negau kimochi wa todoku kara

Toki wa Precious!
Donna toki mo aisuru hito no tame ni kagayaite itakute
Sou Nice your smile keep!
Sou itsuka Get chance!
Kimi no kokoro no koe ni kotaete agetakute

Kanau hazu nai ano hi no yume ga
Imada ni mune no naka matataku kara
Itsudatte toki wa saisho made modoreru
Akirame naide
Oikake tsudukete itai yo

Get chance like this
Oto motto agete ikou
Owari nante naishi
Notte iki na motto
Itsuka wa kiete yuku haji nante kamawa naide
Egao to hikari sono mama de

Toki wa Precious!
Donna toki mo aisuru hito no tame ni kagayaite itakute
Sou Nice your smile keep!
Sou itsuka Get chance!
Kimi no kokoro no koe ni kotaete agetakute

Kanau hazu nai ano hi no yume ga
Imada ni mune no naka matataku kara
Itsudatte toki wa saisho made modoreru
Akirame naide oikake tsudukete
Koko ni aruikutsu mono kiseki to
MERODII to kotoba no kakera nigirishime
Issai koukai nante shitaku nai
Kotae wo mitsuke daseru made
Furimuka nai mama itai yo

Break! Show time!
Get down! Douda? Konna kanji ga UVER!
Subete no Style ga guuzen no icchi
Kore kiki ya soko nashi Look at me!
Kurabetemi? Sono mawari to no Music
Kachi mo akiraka na gensundai
Oto tono kaiwa hazumu Player
Sou Makin’sou Checkin’
One thing uniting for us.
One Peace!

Todoka nakutemo
Toki wa Precious!
Donna toki mo aisuru hito no tame ni kagayaite itakute
Sou Nice your smile keep!
Sou itsuka Get chance!
Kimi no kokoro no koe ni kotaete agetakute

Toura nai koe ni mimi yose
Omoi wa hakanaku usurete yuku
Kimi no koi datte akirameru made Endless line

Kanau hazu nai ano hi no yume ga
Imada ni mune no naka matataku kara
Itsudatte toki wa saisho made modoreru
Akiramenaide oikake tsudukete
Koko ni aruikutsu mono kiseki to
MERODII to kotoba no kakera nigirishime
Issai koukai nante shitaku nai
Kotae wo mitsuke daseru made
Furimuka nai mama itai yo

taken from: here

mouth

2007-05-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

M.O.U.T.H

there's this incident where ni-sama mentioned...

there's this time i scolded that particular someone "pok gai"

the very next day he lost his wallet with $160 inside

i don't mean to be bitchy or something, but my mouth seems to be very accurate on cursing something or someone.

i hope i don't go to hell sia... -.-"

shopping XD

2007-05-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

XD

"mummy and daddy... please forgive me for i have sinned..."

*prays*

i went shopping today!! :(

shopping is SO addictive la... and i bought some nice clothes for myself...

*ROAR*

daddy!! mummy!!! when are you coming? when is lily and wansin coming!?!?!?!?

I'VE GOT A LIST OF THINGS TO BUY!!! *ROAR*

i wanna buy so many things la... -.-"

FAT!!

2007-04-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

FAT!!

argh!! i'm fat!!! i admit it!!...

i wanna go for liposuction to suck out some of the baby fats on my face!!!

why face you ask?

cause i look way too chubby!!

no wonder people say "you're cute"or "hey cutey" rather than "hey pretty/babe/sexy"

-.-"

i think the estrogen is raging inside of me... i want people to praise me!! i want to boost my ego!! ARGH!!

and where does the fugly baby fats came from? i used to be SO thin la... underweight in fact...

now?

normal body weight...

fine...

i've gained 4kg over my stay in HK... but this doesn't affect my overall size la...

*smacks forehead*

i'm talking about my face!! my face!! who wants to see my body sia!! -.-"

and so... i went to the world wide web (it stands for www... er.. like www.blogger.com... the www?... okay i'm becoming lame...)

and i found this...

The face has the thinnest muscles so even a slight body weight that you reduce will show the results. You can also try the following exercises to reduce your cheeks.

1. Blow a balloon.

2. Suck in cheeks sharply and let go.

3. Puff your cheeks and hold for a few seconds.

Do all these exercises for about 5-7 counts three times a day.

KNS... so the 4kg does mean something... for my face... -.-"

let's see whether is this true... i shall do it for a month and we shall see whether izzit true or not... lol... with a "before" and "after" picture of course.. >.<

hajimari no kaze

2007-04-29T03:07:00.000+08:00

はじまりの風 - hajimari no kaze (the first wind) lyrics

Album name: 4つのL
Singer: 平原 綾香 - Ayaka Hirahara

作詞: 路川ひまり (Lyrics: Michikawa Himari)  
作曲: ID (Music: ID)

credits to: Cori

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
"いつでもあなたを信じているから"

あの時 夢に見ていた世界に立っているのに
見渡す景色に 足を少しすくませ
だけど後ろ振り向かないで 歩いてゆくこと決めたから
見上げた空 七色の虹 あなたも見てますか?

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
夢に駆け出した背中 見守るから
舞い上がる風よ 想いを伝えて
"いつでもあなたを信じているから"
羽ばたけ 未来へ

例えば、たいせつなひとを胸に想う時は
誰もがきっと 優しい顔をしてるはず
道は時に果てしなくても 諦めずに行くよ

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
遥かな旅路のその先で待ってる
舞い上がる風よ 運命も越えて
願いは届くと 信じられるから
いつかまた逢えたなら あの笑顔見せて

はじまりの風よ 届けメッセージ
遥かな旅路のその先で待ってる
舞い上がる風よ 運命も越えて
願いは届くと 信じられるから
恐れるものなどない"あなたがいるから"

translated version:

hajimari no kaze yo  todoke MESSE-JI
"itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara"

ano toki  yume ni mite ita sekai ni tatte iru noni
miwatasu keshiki ni  ashi wo sukoshi sukumase
dakedo ushiro furimukanaide  aruite yuku koto kimeta kara
miageta sora  nanairo no niji  anata mo mite'masu ka?

hajimari no kaze yo  todoke MESSE-JI
yume ni kakedashita senaka  mimamoru kara
maiagaru kaze yo  omoi wo tsutaete
"itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara"
habatake  mirai e

tatoeba, taisetsu na hito wo mune ni omou toki wa
daremo ga kitto  yasashii kao wo shiteru hazu
michi wa toki ni hateshinakutemo  akiramezu ni yuku yo

hajimari no kaze yo  todoke MESSE-JI
haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
maiagaru kaze yo  unmei mo koete
negai wa todoku to  shinjirareru kara
itsuka mata aeta nara  ano egao misete

hajimari no kaze yo  todoke MESSE-JI
haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru
maiagaru kaze yo  unmei mo koete
negai wa todoku to  shinjirareru kara
osoreru mono nado nai "anata ga iru kara"

thanks Cori for the translation once again.

this song, which is the anime "Saiunkoku Monogatari"
opening theme,swept my off my feet instantly the moment
i heard this song.

here's the video of the opening theme

Saiunkoku Monogatari (version 1)


Saiunkoku Monogatari (version 2)


Saiunkoku Monogatari II (same song but different version -
this is part 2)



well, this anime is similar to fushigi yuugi... as you can
see... the opening theme shows hints without spoiling
much of the fun there is.. till then, enjoy!

credits to Carine for introducing this anime :D

2007-04-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

Something new coming up!! :D

new project coming up!! ^^

Nah... can't tell you what is it... but do keep coming back for any latest updates :D

F-ker

2007-04-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

to the F-ker...

*note: mum, sorry that i have to use vulgarities on this post.

TMD... who do you think you are? just because i blogged about you before doesn't mean you gotta put on some revenge. since you decided to do it then i shall blog about it as well...

DANIEL WEBSTER MICHEAL, the one bastard in this world who deserves to die of a rotten death where you shall get all the diseases including STDs in this world.

seriously, FUCK you, wad's your fucking problem now.

why?

want to find trouble?

come and face me then. don't give me whiny shit criticisms that ain't your problem at all. its a good thing that Sherlynn broke up with you. so she won't have to suffer under your stupid nonsensical attitude.

yea? so wad if i tell her the past? YOUR ugly past?

its up to her to choose to stay with you or not. i just merely point out the facts. even till now you're still doing it. so you can't blame her in toying your feelings. cause you CAUSED it all.

and even if its not about her,

why the FUCK did you even criticize me when i'm just minding my own business.

for example, music...

F.Y.I, i AM the one WHO knew about A.B.S (Abingdon Boys School) first.

THEN i introduced it to hairull (your "so-called" best friend... i wonder if he still is now)...

THEN he INTRODUCED it to you...

and you say... "why is linda listening to this band when she's not even improving in singing at all..."

let me tell you this:

FUCK YOU! WAD'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM NOW? WHY? I LISTEN TO THIS BAND YOU BU SHUANG IZZIT? I MUST SEE YOUR MOOD TO DECIDE THE GENRE OF SONGS I MUST LISTEN?

i tell you la... fuck off... my singing never improve so?... i cannot listen arh? wad fucking logic is this? you think your singing is THAT great arh? dream to be a singer? stop dreaming... wake up la... your fucked up face is enough to piss any manager in a recording company... needless to say your fucking, rotten, think-i-am-god attitude that will throw you away from the limelight..

like i said, wad i like to listen, is my dai ji. so why should you even bother criticizing when you jolly well knew that i do not have any relation with you at all.

see! even hairull can't stand you anymore, so don't bother him for eternity.

and like i said. i knew the band earlier than you, so wad fucking rights do you have to even stop me from listening? its my dai ji wad.

and you think i'm like you arh? think i join singing for what? to be a singer? fuck off.. if there's a opportunity for me i'll definitely grab it. but if you don't even know my sole purpose of joining you better hide away from me whenever you can. cause if i ever see you don't blame me for breaking your "pure innocent image" that people assumes and i'll make sure they sees the fugly side of you.

oops, did i made you lose your friends? ooh i'm so scared... so i write blogs to snatch them away from you... and also to gain popularity... *roll eyes*

i know this is NOT the first time that criticisms that have been involving me is started by you.

let me warn you first that legal actions can be used against you. if i do that, you can kiss your singer dreams' hairy ass goodbye

finally, i wish you... POK GAI

P.S - i won't go to the extreme of showing your fugly face. but if readers of this blog wanted to see how you look like, i'll show them. don't blame me. cause you started everything. if you mind your fucking business in the first place this would never have started. and since you're finding trouble with me, i'll jolly well play with you.

seems like you wanted to be popular through me by making me write hate post about you, while trying to gain sympathy from others that you're innocent, and criticizing me in another tone.

good try :D but unfortunately, people who knows me well enough know wad type of person you are. so no use acting whiny like a poor little soul.

to my dear readers: spread this post around!!! :D